i think i got a soya milk moustache above my lips.
ouhs.

today was really fun surprisingly.
even though my mood was a bit funky ><

early morning i had a meeting with the 2a class gathering committee
okay fine, not early. 11am.
hahahahaas lasted for 2 hours, talked, A LOT.
2a's class gathering is going to be epic!!! :D

afterwards went to meet vera and amanda
we went somewhere secretive gahahahaha
okay all i can say is, the event happens for today lah
okay fine we went shopping
i scored a pair of wedges, which was kinda small, but whatever.
amanda bought LOADS OF STUFFS! im yearning for some T.T
and vera bought accessories!~
mad cheap!~

walked around orchard, got madly sad because was so damn broke.
hate, HATE IT, when isee something i like loads but cant buy it cos im broke -.-
duh im always broke.
mum's always broke.
dad's always broke.
sis's going broke.
my family is like this. i was born into a broke family, literally.
i was raised to regret either what i buy, or what i never buy.
so that means, either if i buy or not buy an item, i will regret.
like right now, i regret not buying a skirt and a top
but i know i will regret it if i buy.
thats me.
indecisive too.
hahahahahas.

hmmm why am i almost always the one watching people buy things and secretly wishing that i can have the money to buy stuff i want to?
this sucks. my wardrobe needs new friends, hahahaas reminds me of shuxian :D

im so fucking worried now
for christmas lah.
gahhhhs. im scared i dont have money to buy christmas presents and cards for everyone.
i really wish someone would call me right now
and tell me i scored a job.
im soooooooo fucking broke oh man.
and i wanna buy presents for my lovelies.
okay im officially upset.

i sound bitter. this is not good.
oh well. forget it. im going to do hw. haiz.

peaceout.
Baby,top. || 8:45 PM

*DING DONG!*
HAPPY SEVEN ELEVEN DAY!!!
GO TO YOUR FAVE SEVEN ELEVEN STORE AND SAY "HAPPY 7-11 DAY TO YOU!"
omg i wonder what will happen sia. their sales probably went up today :P
*hint* my house downstairs got 7-11... hahahahahahas
thanks lou for reminding hahahas
WHAT A CUTE DAY!~

anyways for the past few days, as you can see, from my blogposts
I HAVE BEEN DOWN AND OUT!~
BUT FEAR NOT, MY FRIENDS
(eh thanks to those who really cared, thanks, i know who you guys are *SMILES* )
I AM OKAY NOW!
NO MORE "oh, the food tastes like shit because of the mood" vera should know this one :D
NO MORE "where are my angels?! arent they supposed to bless me?!" well, they shed the light to me now.
NO MORE " im so fucked up! im so, EMO!!!!~ " fuck emo! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
NO MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

SCREW LOVE! ;D i've got my friends and family oh hohoho!~
who needs love when cupid's feeling BLAH!~

yepps. yours truly was probably emo because of some issues, stress and the imfamous PMS.
but i never come my red fountain eh?
hmmms. pms? *an excuse to blame the funky mood on :D*

ANYWAYS TODAY WAS ULTRA LOVELY
because, me and lou finally got our SWEET FIX!
we got CANDY!!!! we got our STICKY finally.
yum. even sis wanted a packet home :D
i got lemonade drops and passionfruit rocks, lou had uh... lychee thingys! HAHAHAHAS
*i actually forgot o.o*
and then, SOMETHING STUPIDLY EPIC HAPPENED -.-
i cant believe,
firstly,
THERE ARE FRIGGING FISH (i learn that fish is both single and plural. ms tan told me in my compo ._.) IN THE SINGAPORE RIVER!!!~
THE MURKY (considered clean lah horh? compared to last time) WATERS GOT FISH!!!
i cant believe it. me and lou gawped at the fish hahahas.

secondly,
WE WATCHED A BIRD LOOKING AT THE WATERS TRYING TO CATCH A FISH.
it wasnt even catching a fish lo. it kept standing there, looking AS IF it was trying to catch one, but it always didnt make its move.
IT WAS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME!!!~
me and lou were like, egging it on...
"GO BIRD! GET IT GET IT!"
"FISH OVER HERE!"
the bird was ALL ACT NO ACTIONS.
stupid bird, but it taught me one lesson though,
SEIZE THE CHANCE. QUIT WAITING, LATER THE OPPORTUNITY (fish.) SLIPS BY
tadah. lesson of the frigging day.

SOMETHING FUNNY THEN PROCEEDED.
me and lou walked straight into a medicorp set.
SERIOUSLY!!!
we saw the CAO GUO HUI, and some girl. quite famous de, but forgot the name
THE WOMAN FROM THE LITTLE NYONYA. called baozhu?
ISSIT?! yeah.
omg sia, she looked DAMN FIERCE!!! ><><><
luckily they werent filming. we just walked near them sia.
EPIC.
me and lou were like, O.O! ohymygodddd~

anyways we got some awesome andersen's ice cream, walked a bit here and there, and went home.
and i almost banged into the mrt door lahh -.-
THE TRANSPARENT DOOR OPENED LATE -.-
wondered if anyone caught me momentarily stunned.
AHHHHHHHHS.

believe it or not
today i borrowed the weirdest book
PROMISE NOT TO LAUGH (!)
.
.
.
i borrowed a BELLY DANCING BOOK.
i said no imagining, and no laughing.

IT LOOKED FUN MAH! I BORROWED LORH! anyways it would be fun lah
:D
later i go do.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.

today i sorted out my thoughts with lou.
had a little reflection thingy, and thought things through.
you know what,
you're a really good friend, and you're right about something that i wont say here.
but i tried really hard, nothing worked, there's no point telling myself that it was okay when it wasnt
so this time, im letting go.
thanks for the memories :D

THANK GOD I SORTED OUT MY THOUGHTS.
feeling so much better.
sure, im still affected by your presence,
but im sure slowly i will move on.
PERIOD! :D

am feeling more happy immediately now!
NO MORE MOPING AT NIGHT WOOTS! ;D
feeling happy, and jovial :D

anyways,
*ALMOST* NOTHING PISSES ME MORE THAN BEING SABOTAGED BY ONE OF YOUR FELLOW SECTION.
thank god i didnt blog yesterday.
my poor blog would have transformed into a bitchfest.

NEVER MIND. IM NOT GOING TO GIVE TWO HOOTS.
i think i roughly know who did it, so i dont care anymore.
anyways im not the kind who lets this get into me,
partially i've seen more worse kinds of b.s-ing.
TOTALLY.
in your face.
bwahahahahaha.

im already really nice, but if you wanna do this,
two can play this game.

but i forgive easily :D

CHEERS!
PEACEOUT.
Baby,top. || 8:30 PM

to balance out the stupid emo post in my blog,
i decided to inject a little happiness and fun in my blog.

anyways today was a random day
had school, WHICH WAS UTTERLY BORING!~
duh. LOL
and then, i realised i had this super weird dream!
okok lemme tell you hahahas

cos i think i too long never ice skate liao
so i dreamt that i was in an ang moh environment
then i was skating with some of my frens and some ang mohs i think
and then, somehow some queen bee and her bitches (i think)
I DUNNO WHO LAH
JUST SOMEONE was hogging the ice skates and stuff
and then before that somemore we underwent loads of safety precautions and lectures
then sit there waiting like an idiot
WAS RETARDED LAH
so in the dream me and frens and ang mohs decided to leave
then we were in the car park
WHEN THOSE weird kidnappers weird people were chasing us
not those POLICE
is like mafia those kind lah
they chasing us eh!
then i was wearing this sexy office looking thing
looks very sci fi kind leih, black and sexy WOOTS.
then all of us wear until very sci fi lah

BUT THEN THEY CAUGHT US!
and handcuff us to the car!!!
and started shooting us with guns
i had a mild conversation with my murderer but i think i woke up before he killed me
because the dream was too exciting

damn it?
DAMN RANDOM RIGHT
but lols its not eevryday i have weird dreams hahaha

cheers
PEACEOUT
Baby,top. || 10:24 PM

what happened and what have you done to shuwei?

its not the same anymore.
im ruined.
am i bipolar? is bipolar the thingy for mood swings?
maybe im day and night bipolar or something.

how can one be so happy during the day
and mope, self pity, and feel sad during the night?
me?

cliche, but i really need some strong super glue.
to go through the invisible mask within me and fix the broken pieces underneath.
god, i dont even know whether its a facade or mask.
somehow i feel so happy during the day
with my friends, the sunshine, the life everywhere
somehow im back to normal.

and when the night falls.
im like a changed person,
im like moping and really really upset.
i think im really nuts.

perhaps im tired.
tired of school, tired of all the schoolwork
tired of all the emotional crap, tired of the damned bullshit, tired of all these things
thank fucking god im not tired of life
thank god. seriously.

fuck, im not some stupid ass-shit who's emoing for fun or attention or what okay
im not one of those oh-so-irritating girls who always emo or something
dont -what now?- me.
dont fucking do that.
thats so messed. what now?
like im vying for attention. like im mentally nuts?
kiss my ass -.-

omg im talking to myself -.-

omg oh yeah. its thursday today.
unbelievable.
shuwei, remember the pact that you said you were going to stop moping on thursday?
well babe, its thursday today.
i know you wish you had some erasing memory thing to erase those sad emotions
but tonight, all thoughts will be abandoned in the land of fucked up emotions
all those strings loosened, perhaps its time to use a scissors to cut them one by one.
because maybe, there's really nothing going on between us.
its too late.

i think the song and MV i really want to hear over and over again is
its over by jesse mccartney
im like him in the mv, erasing, though of course, i havent had a relationship

god knows when i'll ever meet him.
but for now, quit fucking self pitying.

what the fuck are you doing.
fuck, tomorrow its time for a brand new fresh start.
no more tears, no more bullshit,
all concentration on o levels chinese, school, work, friends, life
there's no room for love. no room.

maybe its not about love.
what do i know about love? fuck im only fifteen -.-
perhaps its the stress
thats getting into me.
the stress of everything.
yepps its stress.
all those school and lessons,
those cca, those job finding shit.
why do people care so much about results, talent, and money
is that what makes human
what about love, kindness, peace, happiness etc
maybe humans are shit. probably. if all they care is results, talent and money
but fuck, life's like that
deal with it. handle it.

WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD!?
WHAT THE FUCK IS THE WORLD BECOMING?!
great, im really nuts, a psycho who digresses and swears.
im a bad girl.
or maybe i can so blame it on the stress.

tomorrow. im ignoring all pain. all emotions. except for happiness.
of course, derived from my lovely friends and family. they make me happy.
maybe the one above can cure all my stress like school and work and cca too.
as i said, there's no room for other shit.

cheers all.
PEACEOUT.
dont worry. somehow in the day its as if i forgot everyhting during the night.
maybe this is my semi conscious self.
hello there.
Baby,top. || 9:19 PM

I'VE BEEN NAUGHTY!~
its a rainbow post todaaaaaaaaaaaaay~
and im going to crap on this blogpost.
talk about random shit. hahahas.

i havent been blogging for so long!~
okay fine its been about three days, but still!

life's been pretty much messed up these few days
which pretty much explains why i didnt really update much

so basically, school's still on for me...
sec 3 have two weeks extended lessons, like ARGH ._.
but its good lah, cos preparing for o levels
speaking of o levels, i got this sick feeling i wont perform well for chinese o level
fuck, this thingy is stressing me a bit, but the point is somehow im not studying for chinese i dont know why
OH WELLS, guess i should stop thinking about it and stuff

chem spa practice today was really, really awesome
my half of the class had mr tien for our practice, he rocks!~
now i understand why 3b people can get a1 for chem, its so scary
its in the attitude, man.
his coaching was fun and accurate, and aiyah face it, he's pro.
under him, i managed to finish my entire spa experiment in 7 min, unbelievable.

when we even finished the whole thing right,
the other half of the class which was under.... (!) was still clicking the bunsen burner thingy
god, he rocks.

had been job searching for the entire day
cross my fingers that the girls all get our jobs and earn loads of munny!~
hahahahaaaas

i miss my old friends, all of them, a bit.
i know im always too sentimental, but i miss all the fun and happy times i had with each and every one of them.
hopefully i can connect back with them someday <3
adelyn, angela, qimin, eugenia, liyun, jialin, wan ling, louisa, chon, alicia... and many, many more i think.
argh.
siansiansiansiansian.
oh wells.

and about that thing,
i thnk its time to stop dwelling on it, shuwei
life's too short, there's always a chance out there.
cheers~
what did you always tell yourself? live life to the fullest.
dont get upset just because of minor things.
because sometimes, maybe, its not worth it.

shall focus my energy on other aspects of my life
like my studies, future job(IF EVEN POSSIBLE -.-), social life, friends :)

OMG. my mum made me wear some silver hoop earrings.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hope i dont look shitty LOL

anyways its time to do some mathsies~
HAHAHAHA
peaceout :D
Baby,top. || 8:35 PM

HEYHEY EVERYONE! ;DD
i updated my songlist, AGAIN! ;D love the first song now hahahas!
hey soul sister by TRAIN!
he keeps singing one of my favourite words!
GUESS!
.
.
.
HEY, HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS!~ HEY~~~

okay im weirdly hyper. thats because of all the songs!
i wonder if anyone listens to ALL 42 songs mwahahahas! ;DD
i stayed at home the whole day, i cant believe it!
read books from the morning till afternoon, and lazed around like a cat~
miaow!

sianns feeling like mad dancing now~ hahahahas
listening to those hyper songs are officially driving me nuts.

its 9.19pm and that phua is walking to my house now
I CANT BELIEVE IT.
she's gone nuts hahahas
ah wells. later your mum scold you ah, for coming home late LOL

feel like going out now hahahas
maybe tomorrow~ couldnt go for my jog today cos it was raining nuts during the evening
and even at night
I TRIED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF LIGHTNING BUT IT WONT WORK -.-
so i took more pictures of scary dark clouds LOL
HAHAHAHA.
im lazy to post the pictures~ not nice derhs lah~

AM FEELING BORED AS I WAIT FOR PHUA'S ARRIVAL SINCE, 8PM
see lah~

hahahahas!
SHE IS HERE! ;D
finally!~

peaceout!~
Baby,top. || 9:30 PM

im on the phone with angela phua! ;DD
she says "HI!"

today is such a mad mad day
trust me, i think i almost went nuts.

mood was sombre at first~ cos of some stuffs lah
whole day mood was insane! keep going up and down.
like a roller coaster.
the morning was real weird, was listening to national anthem then eyes just wet wet >< after a while i got okay. then later during debate a bit sian again then kept emotions under control then assembly damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sian. i think im really nuts. this went on and on until parent meeting session its like my emotions just BOOMZ out seriously >< suddenly i CANNOT, CANNOT (!) STOP CRYING!
i know my grades are okay, but got a bit deprove
and need one lesser mark then can go media.
but i think i quite okay with my mark liao, just that level ranking drop until very bad :x
*okay now i damn sian diao liao, my level ranking drop until very bad*
okay im officially sian liao.
anyways continuing with the post,
as mrs sim was discussing my marks with my mum, i started crying
really badly
i have no idea sia!
i just look and cry cry cry lo.

mrs sim kept praising me, cos my results really quite okay in my class
*compared to other class... hmmm*
say i very responsible, independent , class treasurer etc etc
*woahhhhhhhhh :P:P:P *
but i dont know why i kept crying
maybe cos got other reasons, i dunno hahahas
they like, never see i crying, just keep talking normally leih!
very funny
it was as if i was in another world, in their eyes im not crying
LOLS hahahas
i dunno lah

afterwards i waited for my sis for 1h30 min -.-
dont even ask for what -.-
i had some quiet time, thought about stuff for a while.

the rest of the afternoon was in roller coaster again
then in the evening something happened and im okay now

LOLS! hahahas
it seems to me that every 30th of the month
something nice happens.
whats going on?

im so confused now. though im feeling much better,
it was like, a really horrible dream.
and im torn between reality and dreams
and you know what,
its no one's fault, cos.
its all in my head.

but that sms was mind-blowing.
i was rendered speechless.

now im not roller coastering anymore.
i dont want to think about it, for now.
just let everything floooooooooow.
ha.hahaha.

peaceout.
Baby,top. || 10:22 PM

my music's up! got about 30 plus songs hahahas
a few of my favourite digs

oh and one more thing
STUPID SINGAPOREANS
STOP GOOGLING "SENTOSA BIKINI PHOTOS" AND LINK TO MY BLOG
just because singapore government banned p*rn, doesnt mean you should be despo and link to bikini photos of girls?!
somemore its sick lah! ytd really got someone link that to my blog
all because my blog posts got write two words
"sentosa" and "bikini"

TOO BAD YOU JI GO PEHS!
I NEVER PUT PICTURES! NO USE LAH!
despo -.-

wan watch p*rn go ownself do lah!
or migrate to ang moh countries.

eh actually i dont get it why singapore government must ban that eh
they want singapore to keep reproducing mah
then... shoukd not ban mah? for the guys? dunno lah
none of my business anyways, i dont exactly care?

JUST STOP GOOGLING THAT AND LINKING TO MY BLOG LAH
i got nuffnang to check de eh. sick.
go buy magazines and pirated cds or something lah
dont resort to stealing blog photos eh
omg reminded me of the forum where my classmate's photo was up -.-
singaporeans. tsk. just do it lah. instead of drooling behind a screen.
but no rape okay. go geylang please.

weird, weird singapore.
naughty ah. hahahahas.

peaceout.
Baby,top. || 9:41 PM

today was really quite a sodding day.

before i mention anything crude. it would do me good to shut up right now.
.
.
.
i can never shut up.

anyways. school was really sucky.
me and vera were pretty much on our own today
because AJA had a self acclaimed holiday *NEVER TELL US!?*
and jianing had a sore throat and then went home.

things happened during and after recess and i really dont want to talk more about it.
im just crossing my fingers now and hoping for the best ._.

its been a long day.
mum's crying because of some stuff. sis came back from a VERY TOUGH e maths o lvl paper 2.
im feeling reminiscing, lonely and upsettish.
the mood of the house is (BABY ARE YOU) DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN.

spent about two hours reading one of the crappiest books of my life
rate it about 2.25 stars out of 5
so need i mention that i should jolly well stick back to adult romance, rather than some teen stuff.
though sometimes the teen section has really good books.

wait gimme a min.
.
okay just read something. someone's blog. probably.
my mood just went spiralling downnnnnnnnn.
like that keane song. huh.
wonder whether i was considered as a **
hmmm.

anyways speaking of songs, i have had it.
i like to share things. thats a fact.
and though i dont really like to go people's blogs with music in it, i think i just changed my mind
after all, some of the songs which i like come from there, naturally.
*i was bloghopping once and told this girl she had good music. i like!*
anyways ive always been keeping track of new music now and then
and i realised my blog's been a bitty musicless and lonely.
being the girl who said "she cant live without music"
DAMN IT, IM PUTTING MUSIC ON MY BLOG.

shall update the list frequently because new music are always, always pouring in
good music, is nice to the ears.
have a slice of music. and feel my aspirations to be a radio DJ.
wonder whether i should try internet radioing, or podcasting.
to kickstart my dream career anyways.

anyways back to the emo mood.
its been a tough day.
but oh well. tomorrow should be nice.
somehow.

peaceout.
Baby,top. || 8:25 PM

PROFILE: I am Sheryl Tay Shu Wei from 3F nchs and is born on 02/10/94 so love me like this.

I have a barbie doll called Priscillia Hayley Chun, given from Priscillia Chun to me on my 15th birthday. kids, eat your hearts out.
Take note: I am not a doll freak, in fact im quite scared of dolls. But PHC is fine.
People usually describe me as talkative (in a good way, i hope), drama queen, noisy and the exaggerist.
But I guess maybe i am, a bit. Cos no one is perfect. I do have my good points but I wont be so random to point that out.
Speaking of random, yours truly is the self proclaimed queen of randomness. Start adoring and worshiping me.
Love my friends, family, cats, life and many more things.
Absolutely love to keep things that has sentimental value to me. Just take a look at my table.
Definitely one of a kind, you cant find me in supermarkets.
Love to use a particular emoticon ;D
Likes to sing anywhere, even in public. Would sing in class if allowed, especially when doing maths sums
Aspires to do something with the media.
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*STUFF ._.
*go on sentosa trips with my friends
*go to PARIS, FRANCE!
*get tanner (PLEASE o.o)
*sunglasses
*shopping spree!
*that coveted red dress at cotton on
*those coveted shoes and clothes and makeup... typical girl
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*new sony ericsson walkman handphone
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goals and dreams are important factors of one's life
and im willing to work hard for my goals

*SYF 2009 CHOIR GOLD!
*sing well, for me and the world to hear
*run with speed(working), endurance(checked), stamina(jiayous!) and detemination(checked)
*cross country 2010 top 10(currently position 12)
*take part in sports day 2010 and hopefully win something
*show those people who look down on me that i can RUN fast derh LORH when i actually put in effort
*SEC 3: top 10 in class and top 10 percent in the level(den go get money from govt and give mum!)
okay for SA1 i did get top 10 but definitely not top 10 percent. im counting on my SA2 luhhh! JIAYOUS SW!
*be a radio DJ someday(im really thinking about this career)
*really articulate my english well enough to host events and talk well
*save money(almost impossible)
*find real stuff

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*Joyce^^
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*Minyu^^
*Nicholas^^
*Pamela^^
*Sally^^
*Yong Chuan^^

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*Azizah^^
*Ee hwee^^
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*Jean^^
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*JingSi^^
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*Li xuan^^
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*Sarah^^
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*Vera^^
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*Dailing
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*Sin Hui
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